Richard Caddel
5 Career Moves Negotiated In The Dark On A Back Step In Northern Europe
 
Pavier
This heavy slab. Our memory, 
tone of our plant life trained 
to go round it. Beat 
it out and we pulse 
 
together, it's a wonder 
we don't rave daily. Whack! 
Whack! go another's 
psychotic dreams, the sad 
 
sky path we all must walk. 
Light goes, it does, now, so 
stars show, us under them, 
breathing, apart, blessed. 
 
 
 
Crystallographer 
Sky at night, who can fathom it? 
We all can. A chinese 
smile takes me out of myself, these 
downers lifted by shining 
 
my teeth, jumping in planetary 
time. If you love me 
you love its sound, this faint breeze 
and its eternal traffic noise 
 
vibrating. No need for gods, we 
breathing this age daily 
and after all this time 
the shapes we sense are new. 
 
 
 
Distiller
The deep throb of cello. Water 
becomes us all, our 
starry selves. That we could 
lose so much and still 
 
live. 43% proof is pure 
belief, clarinets below the 
surface of our breathing   —   in, 
and out. Memory will 
 
drop from us but never 
completely. Snuff this 
dark varnish liquid, life. We 
love it. Let it go. 
 
 
  
Florister
Young girls laugh in the lane, a word 
like that giggle doesn't exist. 
Out of a lexicon of reedy days 
release this pavement of colour. 
 
Supplier: here is a thirst, a bloom 
lightness blown past me 
to the stars, won't be quenched. And a glass 
slab to keep us from forever. 
 
So long, so longing, violin tone and 
spirits to breathe 
together, these young colours 
tied and gathered in a bunch. 
 
 
 
Trucker
Traffic noise silent. We listen 
awed to plopping of heavy stones. 
Thunk! Blockaded as we are, we drink 
extemporary horn solos as we 
 
sit out late with sinal and dental 
headaches. Here's a flower 
we'd all forgotten, from a pot 
marked nightmare. When we're 
 
finally tired, we sleep like children. So 
breathing it reaches at last 
to an argued form of blessedness, a 
silvered road deep to stars. 
 
 
 
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First printed in The Paper #1, ed. David Kennedy, December 2000 
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